Well...

Well, I know I posted yesterday about my mind playing tricks on me. I went and got my b/w done today. With the holiday, probably won't know anything from that until Tuesday. However, I will more than likely know this weekend if I am going to get lucky or not. I should have the impending doom of the wicked and evil bitch in 2-3 days!

I am having mood swings like crazy. I went off on a guy at work yesterday, then sent an apology e-mail about 4 hours later. Then J and I got in a huge fight last night. It was completely stupid too. I go so mad because I cooked supper, I was doing dishes afterwards and trying to do laundry and just got pissed off because he didn't make an effort to help me do anything. He laid his happy ass on the couch watching TV. I threw the laundry basket on the floor. I had to leave the dishes for a minute because I had to do something with the laundry. When I came back upstairs, he knew I was pissed and had started doing the dishes. I should have been happy, but I wasn't. He was only doing it because he knew I was mad. I kicked the laundry basket, we both yelled at eachother, and I ended up getting in my car and going for a short drive. I just had to get out of the house.

I don't know, but I think this is more the onset of the bitch than the joy of pregnancy. I don't remember being that bitch the last time I got pg, but then again that was over a year ago. I pray that one day I will get to find out if I am a MEAN pg lady or a SWEET pg lady. I am sure that I will be both!

Well, I hope that everyone has a happy, safe, and wonderful Memorial day holiday weekend. I don't know how much I will post with being out of town this weekend, but I will try to pop in for a few minutes and let you know if the bitch found her way up here and knocked on my door.

Update: Let me just say that I am a complete dumbass. Well, it has been a whole 2 hours and 45 mins. since I had my blood drawn. So, I just called my house to see if I had any messages in the sheer hopes that there would be a message that said..."This is Dr. Good. I wanted to let you know that we got your results from the lab back already and you need to let me know where you want your progesterone prescription called in to, because your pg test came back positive!" Well, you know what I really heard when I called..."You have no new messages." What a bummer. Can I be any more stupid and impatient?